I shudder to think what you all think of me after this incident. I'm afraid you all will just say that I'm a bloody emo kid. I'm afraid that things will no longer be like before. I knew it was a mistake all along. I tried to correct myself, but no matter how hard I try, I can't. I don't know. I don't like keeping quiet. I don't like it at all. But after what had really happened, I'm really scared of saying anything already. I'm afraid of looking into people's eyes. I'm afraid that the next thing I say would create tons of trouble and for the person I might hurt unknowingly. I only know that once such things happen, it'll be hard to mend back. Time may be able to heal old wounds. But how much more time do I have? I cherish everyone, that's why I find myself a nuisance when I hurt you people. I seriously hate myself for it. So much to say yet I couldn't. At this point in time, I just really wish I could hide my hideous expressions from you all. I'm afraid my mere sight would irk you people. I'm really scared of losing you people. I am really scared. I am dead serious that I've never felt this way before. Now I feel even more embarrassed to look at you people. I feel ashamed, guilty and sad. I'm sad really I'm sad. And I so wanna cry it out, but I'm trying to hold back my tears. I need to be strong I need to. But I feel so suffocated, so much so that I can't breathe. I wanna let it all out. But how?

Guess saying things out did help. Guess I'm too sensitive. I assure you people no such things will ever happen again. No such things will take place again. No such things. Still I'm sorry for everything, but thanks for giving me everything too. This sorry and thanks, I meant it deep from my heart.

Labels: How do I start crying? Well I don't need to.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 9:30 PM

Sunday
Woke up damn early to go HY's house to practice GH @9am. Well, I wasn't the one practicing. To be precise, the ones practicing were hy, amanda, jon and val. Why? Because in the afternoon they are going for a competition. Basically I went there to root for them :) Well, it was quite scary when we reached Novena Square 2. Initially we were very happy when we saw how noob some people were playing there, but then they were actually the organizing committee who were playing for fun, which we didn't know. After lunch, we headed back and saw a really pro team. They were a malay family band I think. And its like their score were awesome. They just have to play a song and they can beat us down flat immediately. Well so much for practicing? At that point in time, they were all sian-ed. However that didn't stop them from giving up and not participating. In the end they went up there and played for fun. Although its for fun, I'm still happy that they got a total of 2.7m ++ for 2 songs. That's not their optimum performance level though, but its above average already. Good job guys, next time we'll be like them playing 2.7m/song~! Gambare masu~!

Oh there's a part about today that doesn't need to be told. We all feel disgusted just thinking about it. Well if you are us, you'll know. Otherwise, just be amazed. Its Awesome~~!

Monday
Had the usual FAOM lectures and tutorial today. But woke up extremely early to go school as we had to hand in our CB individual journals. Hmmm, couldn't stop laughing after meeting up with val, jon and hy. Because we had played a prank on peiling in msn last night. It was super hilarious and we had entertained ourselves in front of our own screen for about an hour, which could have been effectively used for playing inhouse dota matches. Well after school, had to rush all our MR interim group report which is supposedly due last Friday, but Steven Ng extended the deadline to today. Everything ended at about 4.45pm and we handed in just in time. Then off we went to Katong to makan. We included me, hy, amanda, val, hj and gabe wee. Had wanted to eat Bak Kut Teh de, but today being monday, it either didn't open or it was already too late and the shop doesn't sell in the evening? Didn't matter. So we settled for Astons. Actually I had a craving for Katong Laksa way long ago. But since the co was too lazy to walk further down for Katong Laksa, no choice. Well Aston's not that bad either. In fact its great. Had a long chit chat session with them all and had chilled beer. After awhile, jacelle, eunice and marcella came along. They weren't there for dinner, but just to lepak. o.O Fun fun Fun ! Marcella went off first followed by Eunice. The rest of us just stayed on and chit chat and chit chat. Chat till 9pm, its home sweet home. Well it was a great night, and it was sort of the last night that val could stay out till this time because her mum's away on holiday and would be back the next day. So ya, hope everyone had a great night.

I had a great night too, just that....oh well let's not ruin it.

Tuesday
Which is also today. Hmm I woke up at 9.30am to print my lecture notes. Went to school for CB lecture, which was about an hour and 45mins long. Before lecture, val called me using jon's phone, asking me whether if I want to pon lectures and go hy's house to play gh. Well I think awhile and since I didn't want her to have to squeeze into a miserable 5 seater taxi and having to bend down so that traffic police won't fine the uncle for taking in more than the stated driving capacity, I skipped it. Basically the day was rather boring for me. I'm feeling damn moody. Maybe its my ego. I don't know. But I don't think I can open up anymore. I feel so shameless, so disgraced. Well looking on the bright side, CB's project consultation isn't too bad. Now our group just have to update,edit and add in more and more stuffs and we'll be okay already. That's one load off my clouded and dejected mind. Now I'm more worried for CCP. That's a killer for me and my group =(

Oh and one last thing, I think Faiz is a real mahjong addict. He keeps asking me how to calculate folds for mahjong when he crashed MR lecture with me. And when lecture ended early, he asked me to go my house for mahjong session, when there's only the 2 of us -.- What a mahjong addict you are small boy !

Wow what a long post I have today. Guess it'll be enough to bombard your eyes with this uber wordy post =x Bye peeps !

Labels: Its a tad too long

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 7:00 PM

I don't know why, but I've got a big mouth. I know I've been saying this in a few posts before this already, but now I'm even more sure of it. I'm not emoing or what. Its just that something slapped me hard in the face really hard. And its the truth. I can't keep mum. I can't keep secrets. I can't stop talking. I can't be trusted. That's the bottom line. And I'm sorry. I know it can't be helped anymore. What's done/said cannot be undone/erased. For this, I may not be forgiven at all. Its a happy occasion and I might have just ruined it. I'm sorry, very very sorry.

That's why I'm gonna do the lists of things below.

1) Do not say anything lame.
2) Do not try to be funny.
3) Do not reveal other's secrets. (doubt anyone will share with me after what's had happened not once, not twice but many many times.)
4) Think not twice, not thrice but thirteen times before making any comments/remarks/anything under the sun.
5) Just keep your mouth shut when you are not supposed to talk. And even if you are allowed to.
6) If possible, just blast music into the ear 24/7.
7) Never attempt to start talking, because nothing good can ever come out of this foul mouth of yours.
8) Try not to make people hate you already. You are already hated like no others.
9) Don't be a shameless idiot who goes around shooting comments off like no body's business.
10) Just be a loner, you'll not commit any mistakes, you'll not blurt out anything wrong. You'll be safe.

I hope this is enough to shut me down. I don't know what's wrong with me. And maybe the good appetite that I thought was here because I'm feeling down may all be wrong. Used to have good appetite when I feel down, but maybe it had changed. I don't know, for the next few days shall be the grace period where I know whether anything had changed.

Labels: Loner is here.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 10:25 PM

周杰伦终当歌王...
周杰伦出道多年后终于获得“最佳男歌手”奖，这也应了他那句话“公平的话，不到场也能拿。”

Wohoooooo~! The Best Male Singer Finally~! Jay Chou Jay Chou Jay Chou FOR THE WIN~!!!

Alright time for my bath, may redit this later~~HAhaha Because I can't wait to share with the world how great Jay Chou is!!!

Labels: Jay Chou FTW.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 8:55 PM

In serious need of time. Lots of projects to kill. I managed to kill 1 IJ today, with the great help of wee yang. Hahaha. Thanks ah bro =) Oh he lent me his psp charger too. So its double arigato ! After some tiffs, I suddenly realise how childish I am. I need to think before acting like seriously. My actions really hurt people without me knowing. And just now it nearly happened again. But in the nick of time, I realised something would happen so I stopped. I mean it wasn't me that realise it. Somehow it was fear that swayed me, knocked senses into me. I'm so scared that I'll lose more friends. That's what saved me from despair. That is also what had shut this foul mouth of mine.

Like seriously in my life, if there's no friends, I don't even know how I can survive. That's why the ultimate fear that's eating me is : "Losing a friend or being ignored." I'm super scared. Dead serious. There's lots of things that I fear, but none of those can be compared to the one mentioned.
Though one of them is quite on par with the number 1.
Its sort of "Loving someone."

To love someone, you're on the edge of being rejected. Now I'm falling off the cliff. Rolling down the hill, dropping into the set-up trap. Its an obvious trap, yet I still wish I could have another go of this thrilling sensation. Quite ironic ya. I don't mind being played to death by the unknowns, because the feeling of being loved, being embraced, its damn sweet I must say. Its so nice to savour, yet it can only be remembered.

This post is getting nowhere. Its rather random. Maybe its because I've remembered this song. Its damn nice, you people must listen. Its "Its gonna be me -NSYNC"


Alright bye peeps ! Take care yo~! And wish me good luck for GUITAR HEROES COMPETITION TOMORROW~! Well, I'm not really playing, still I'll need that luck. Root for MRS KHOO!

Labels: Randomnessssss.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 9:25 PM

Seriously I've got a foul mouth. Maybe that's why I ain't good at all. I just seriously think that its because of this mouth of mine that I've caused uproar under many circumstances. Seriously I've hurt people in the process and yup it takes 2 hands to clap. In the end, I ended up as one of the injured party too. I know the flaw in me is that I tend to take things into my own hands, think that its the right thing to do when it isn't, make everyone angry when I shouldn't and its unintentional, but I'm really sorry. I always tend to do things without having second thoughts.

As if MJ's demise isn't enough? Why must this foul mouth of mine cause even more resent towards me? I'm just so sad can. I don't know why. Can anyone correct this habit of mine? Or rather this flaw of mine? Or rather this stupid thing in me? Sigh, I'm so afraid of straining relationships with people. Its like, I don't know. Its always me, being misunderstood(ed) all the time. I meant it as a way to either stop things or cheer you people up, but it doesn't work and in the end it seems like I'm putting you all in the bad light, its like NO I'm definitely not ! Yet it ended up that way.

Nevermind, I shall go cry over it now. My fault. I shall be a cry baby for now. It'll release me from hell. I'll feel better maybe? And and and, on Monday I won't say more than 10 sentences. I must. That's the only way I could stop myself from angering people. And to people who've I pissed off, I AM SORRY! That's it.

Labels: I am sorry.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 11:40 PM

I'm starting to wonder why I've got such a big mouth. I can't control myself. I seriously need to just keep quiet already. I need to. I better be. Just keep quiet, keep mum to everything, don't make a comment, not even breath a single word about anything. That'll be okay I guess. That'll be what people expect from me, a big mouth idiot.

So from tomorrow onwards, I'm gonna try to be as quiet as possible. No more talking so much, making comments on every things that people says. Just stfu and listen. That'll be enough to please everyone. At least that's what I think.

Labels: Quietness will kill me.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 12:30 AM

I practically slacked the day off. Skipped the only lecture -.- went to hy's house to GH ! Played guitar geek at home and got 25m score. Played typing maniac get 260k+ score. That's all I did. Slack and Slack @@

Guess next week will be a damn busy week for me. This week, die also must finish CB IJ le ! Next monday 10am submission le. Die. Die. Die @@


Okay time check: 1.30am! Time to go sleep ! Got class at 9am tml -.- Bye peeps @@

Labels: Madness.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 11:55 PM

I didn't think that this short 2 weeks break would cause so many tutors to be sick/quarantined at home. So when school reopened yesterday, I attended lecture as usual, at 9am. However, Andrew Sia showed us an announcement. T04 is affected ! No FAOM tutorial in the afternoon ! Means what? There's no more class after the lecture ! This made me a bit pissed off, since I brought my lappy to school getting ready to do project work. In the end, there's so many others who were quite pissed too, like Peiling, Amanduh, Gabriel Thomas, etc. who lived far away from school, for their travel duration is even longer than staying in school. Lol.

Nevertheless the slacking spirit came in. So after the 1 hour long lecture, me, manduh, peiling, jing kai and gabe thomas went outside school to eat. Followed behind shortly were Val, Yi Qing, Bernice and Maryam. Makan roti prata outside school, and the 5 of us headed to Han Yang's house to play Guitar Heroes AGAIN ! Oh Val had wanted to do project, but all the labs were shut so she was quite sad about it and came over to find us with Phoebe. Here's a few pics !


Mrs Khoo!

The mess we created on HY's coffee table.

I'm bored.

Kai, why so fierce?

Wah Peiling the singer!

Sing till hy sleep?

Val+Manduh

Father + Son

Mother + Son

Amanduh's weird looking face with Kai's Nerdy Specs!

Okay lah, time to go do some work. Today no CB lecture and Tutorial, means there's only MR lecture at 2pm later. Cya peeps !

Labels: Cancelled this and that.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 11:30 AM

I just want to be normal again. I don't understand why I can be so screwed up. But I know that part of it is caused by the reluctance, laziness, and stress that's accumulating from not doing any projects. Its retarded.

One more ranting. The "blister on my foot isn't a blister. I've cut it yet nothing comes flowing out. Sp what is it? My biggest fear? Oh my I hope I'm fine. I wanna be fine. Damn it.



Feeling love and not saying it out, its like wrapping a present and not giving it away.

Labels: I want to be.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 12:30 AM

I realise I talk too much recently. Its time to learn to Shut The Fcuk Up and just be quiet. Just keep quiet, won't die one. I think.

At this point in time, I'm disappointed. Just leave it like that. Just let it be.

Labels: Internal Strife. External Fight.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 7:00 PM

Technology had played a prank on me today. Thought I would happily take my FTT and pass. Who knows the system cock up. ZzZ. Nevermind, its just my luck that I've not taken it. Well grats to sam who passed it WITHOUT STUDYING. Yup. Grats.

Played soccer tonight, and lost because I sucks. Oh well, what's wrong with me. I don't get it. Nevermind.

Shall go to bed soon. Bye peeps. I don't feel too good.

Labels: More birds no Luck.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 1:35 AM

Mund is gonna be pronounced dead at 12.15 tomorrow maybe? It'll say "Congrats ! You've failed your Final Theory Test." Reason? Its due to not studying for it at allllll. Yup, its 9.40pm now and yup, I've not started studying for it and my test falls on tomorrow at 11.45am if I can remember correctly?
Mund is so so so so gonna die =(

Oh, Mund has a new found hobby too ! Its playing the guitar. Actually, I'm still learning it. LOL! And the fingering is damn damn pain lah. ZzZ. Nevermind, I'll hang in there and perservere! Must must must learn the guitar well. Must be able to at least learn how to play "Qing Tian" ! LOL ! Hope it can be done soooooon !

Well Mund's gotten sunburnt too. Its the result of swimming at an improper time of 12 pm under the freaking hot sun of Singapore? Hahah. I think I deserve it, but swimming's fun. Lol. Imagine 4 guys, playing wrestling in the pool. Damn fun lahhh ! "Suplex suplex Suplex !" Rofl.

Oh, time to go back to study again. Wish me luck people. And wish me concentrate on studying for it. I ought to concentrate, but I will wander off to dota with my classmates. What to do? Don't care le. So just take care alright people? Cya !

REMINDER: PEOPLE WHO HAVEN'T COMPLETE THEIR 3 CDS COURSES, PLEASE REMEMBER TO CHOOSE THEM TOMORROW !!!! ITS 10AM !!!!

Labels: Death awaits Me

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 9:40 PM

I'm like super duper uber de tired now. So I won't say much. Let the pictures do the talking.

Crazy Party at Nic's house~~~



Busted Hanyang at Hougang Mall Macdonald's !



Went out with 4F people this afternoon~~






I shall go to bed soon after 1 or 2 dota matches. Tml's gotta wake up early to go swimming with jonny, russ and dq. Cya peeps ! Take care yo~~! Bye !

Labels: Shortest Post Ever.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 10:30 PM

Spent the whole day GUITAR HERO-ING at Han Yang's house again. Yay ! We downloaded new songs man and it included one song ! Favourite siol ! Its Stop and Stare ! HAhahahahahahHAHAHh ! Oh my god. Playing that song on guitar on expert mode is damn fun. Hahahah. Seriously damn shiok. I think the drums are quite fun too, the bass included. Ohhhh ohhhh ohhhh, we had sakae sushi buffet for lunch+dinner and its so filling ! Guess rotting our time away at hy's house is the best, but the noise pollution we caused when the parents are around, I hope they didn't mind =x

Oh I think Jon's super funny. He can go crazy over 10cents from Macdonalds. And to exact "revenge", he took quite a stack of tissue papers from the MNC company. Lol. Just because of 10 cents. Its seriously crazy -.-

Anyways, I can't wait for tomorrow's steamboat with the class at Nic's BUNGALOW ! Hope it'll be fun and I guess I would be tonning ! Hahahah. Hope got pictures pictures and more pictures ! Hmmm then there's the 4F class dinner buffet on wed night. I wonder whether I can kill all the kilos I'm gonna put on. Damn. What a busy and fattening week I'm leading this week. Don't forget the FTT on friday ! I hope I can pass it !

Hmmm gotta go dota before going to bed ! Tomorrow playing bball at 8am with wy. Cya ppl ! Bye and take care !

Labels: Tired though.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 11:55 PM

Suddenly I feel super suffocated from staying at home. I think I'm gonna break down soon. I felt pressurized staying at home. I can't stay on like this. I seriously just wanna run away from home now. But where can I go? Somehow I can't feel warmth at home anymore. Its like somehow my family got stole away by some Effing bitch. Its been 3 years plus already, why are they still sheltering her? Why?

Ever since that "daughter" came in, the existance of the "sons" are nothing when compared. We seemed to have lost our position, power and even pride? I guess I've even lost the warmth of my home. I know I've got no authority to say or shout at anyone since I'm the youngest at home. But I've got my feelings, my own rights too. So why? Why? Sometimes your actions just doesn't match your behaviour. Is it wrong to answer "Don't know?" when I really don't know what's the answer? Why does it seem to you people that we only know how to anger you all and not care about you all? How about asking yourself whether you all cared for us? I know you all did, but is it enough? They are afterall outsiders, so why help them more than you do to the family?

Nevermind, I shall remain quiet for as long as that bitch stays around. But remember, I'll still explode one day. Because, just because there's a limit to everything. There's a limit to my patience too. Don't test me please, for you may never get to see me ever again.

Labels: Its that serious.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 1:00 AM

I think I'm so gonna put on weight already. Ate so much this week. If my weight still drops, that means there's something wrong with my body. Though I hope my weight do drop =x Ironic uh? Its called being greedy. Wanting to eat a lot yet not put on weight. Hahahah.

So what did I do yesterday and today? Well, nothing much. Yesterday met up with cousin Sujun and Lawlipops. We went to sing K at Teo Heng, Katong area. Quite cheap. Lol and I think my singing sucks =x Hahaha. Actually I wish to sing a lot a lot of songs, but there wasn't enough time. Plus we need to take turns you know? After that we had chicken rice for dinner as we couldn't dine at Aston due to some unforseen circumstances. Its said to be some smoke leaking out of nowhere and its unhygenic to dine there. O.O After dinner was an hour plus of L4D-ing. Home sweet home after that =)

Today didn't do anything much either. Except I just got back from Estella Gardens for BBQ. Yummy. I ate super a lot lah. Damn, that's the reason why I hate bbq, putting on weight and everything else. Lol. I'm so whiny that I sounded like a girl =( Finally that 10 years old condo is equipped with a tv ! And its a plasma TV I think? LOL ! And finally a dining table's placed. Oh oh oh, not forgetting the new fridge too ! Cool, the next time we have BBQ with my bunch of bros, won't have to worry about entertainment and cold drinks X_X I'll try post the pic I took of the new installments by tomorrow? Cause I'm uber lazy to do anything now =x

Oh on a lighter side of the note, my left foot is better already, though there's still some sting lingering there. But nevermind, I guess there ain't much to worry about =) Okay lah, time for a match of dota before going to bed! Bye peeps ! Cya !

Labels: Troll for the win.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 11:55 PM

Hahahah I've finally changed it. Ya ya ya I know that you people would say that, why is it black background again? Hey I wanted to replace the whole thing with a red one, but it wasn't compatible for me. And I lazy do this and that so yea, its already quite a hassle to change into this one ler. So forgive me if its black alright? But at least you look at the title at the top, there's colours !! So don't complain okay? And I know its abit girlish, but who cares? As long as the blogskin's nice =)

If there's anything you wanna complain about, you can still do so. Give me comments on this new blogskin alright?! Thanks =) Guess I'll leave it here for awhile ! Hope you people appreciate this new blogskin =) Sayonara.

Labels: Red no Red.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 11:00 AM

Yours truly have officially been handicapped. My left foot has got a blister, but the pain when I step flat on the ground resembles a needle-like pain which you get from a cut. So what do you call it? And then my right ankle's injured again. I can't believe that time's injury till now haven't recover. Okay, I know it didn't recover, but it had not hurt for quite some time already, why now? Damn I hate being lame now. Damn.

Suddenly I feel weird. This feeling is unprecedented. Never before felt. This new feeling. Is this the feeling of the weak? I don't know. Nevermind. Time to go to bedddddd ! Tomorrow I shall spend my time to change the blogskin. Bye peeps ! Take care yo !

Labels: Handicapped.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 12:20 AM

Warning: This post would be extremely long but full of pictures ! Read at your own risk =)

Hmmm so last Friday after the last paper, almost the whole class stayed behind to help celebrate Peiling's Birthday ! Hahaha. That's what I requested for as I needed a class photo badly. Though it still wasn't the full 25 people. =( But doesn't matter, since almost all were present. If I'm right, about 21 of us were there.

So the celebration was held at the Biz Canteen, singing Peiling birthday songs, and giving her a tiny puny slice of cake. That's actually part of our plan. We had wanted to disappoint her with a small cake. LOL ! The reason? Its below.







Nice class photos !

Hmm, after that Peiling, Jing Kai, Amanda, Han Yang, Gabe and Phoebe came over to my house for a mini and short mahjong session. Its also part of my plan for Jon and Valerie to carry out their part of that day's celebration plan. So time was wasted at my house, while waiting for Nigel, before we meet up the rest at Plaza Sing.


Then came the plan! After watching Monsters vs Aliens, me, Jon and Han Yang went out to get ready a BIG cake for the Birthday Girl ! Yup ! That was the final part of our plan. To give her a big cake and another warm round of celebration ^^ Oh Jon and Valerie's part of the plan was to get her a birthday gift as a class. Yup, the pictures would tell you all :























Hmmm my pose nice right? Hahahah. That night was the best night I ever had. Its been such a long time since I had such a great birthday celebration not for myself, but for others. Hmmmm, hope the future celebrations/outings with the class would rock my world again ! Hope Peiling was happy with the celebrations and stuffs we planned for her.

By the way, I'm in the process of deciding whether to change blogskin or not. Any suggestions just give me a tag can? Thanks ! Alright, that's the end of the post ! Time for me to go dinner then go read on my Final Theory for driving. I've got a test to catch NEXT FRIDAY ! Bye peeps ! Take care yo !

p/s: I never put in any description because I'm too lazy to. Happy viewing them ! hahahah~

Labels: Woots.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 7:00 PM

Its really crazy to be in 2M04 ! 2M04 is a crazy but exciting class man I swear. How I wish this class would stay by me forever now. LOL ! This class is super sporting, steady and on one lor. Just look at yesterday. Hanyang bought his guitar hero world tour set without hesitation and me, jon and amanduhhhhh went to his house to play it. Its brand new yo ! Though we had to waste about $35 on cab fare to travel to and fro from Pasir Ris to Bukit Merah just to change the spoilt cymbal.

Actually it didn't matter since we had 4 hours of fun later on (before we break for computer and dinner). Its crazy how we've spent our entire day at hanyang's house till 10.50pm before we went home sweet home. Oh ya, thanks to hanyang's mum that we had an awesome, delicious dinner which consisted of fried rice and chicken wings =) Thanks hanyang and your mum ! Thanks a lot yo !

Alright, time to get ready. Move out yo ! Time to head to HY's house like AGAIN ! Hahahah. Bye peeps ! Take care yo !

p/s: I've got the pics already, and the vast amount are on facebook, which lures out the lazy nature within to update any here =x But I'll try...

Labels: Happiness tagged along.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 8:00 AM

Suddenly, I've got lots of thoughts within me. Suddenly I noticed that I've changed. Even people around me had changed. I know that change is inevitable, but I just dread the feeling. Actually I'm quite selfish. I dread the fact that people around me change, because I scared they no longer bother about me. That's what I dread most about change. Change is the bane of my life.

I know I've changed already. Some may think that I've changed for the worst, while others think that I've changed for the better. Actually, none of these make sense to me. I just hope I can remain the same, and just treat everyone as best as I could. Because this naive thinking of mine still remained unchanged, stood there within me, resisting change. How funny. This thought : "Treating someone good all the time despite how they'll treat you, just continue treating them as good as possible, that person will eventually change and treat you the same way as you did." May have destroyed me, my life, my everything.

That may be so, but worthy friends and true friends around me saved me from the apocalypse, the siege, the evil designs of that thought. Its because of this group of people that made me continue to treat others as good as possible, and with a pure heart. I'm not trying to say I'm good or what. Rather I believe that everyone will and can be touched by someone else's pure heart. I believe everyone can gain relief from it too. That's why, I'll ensure that "Fire" within me doesn't die out. I want to guide everyone with that light of mine, out of the abyss of darkness.

Hahah, I think my post is going way out of point. Imaginations just ran wild within me, while I just type out all the chunks that came to thoughts. Its stupid that its raining so heavily. Nevermind, I shall get ready to head out to dai's house for mahjong session. Bye peeps !

Labels: Imagination is more important than knowledge?

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 1:15 PM

Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to you~~
Happy Birthday to Peiling~~~
Happy Birthday to you ~!!

Hey girl, hope you loved the way we celebrated for you. Hope you didn't dislike the so many last minute thingy we did. Hope that We Did Make YOUR Day. Hope you didn't think that everytime I say I'll make you cry on Friday for the past few days was real. In any case, I just HOPE you love us ! LOL ! Hope we made your day alright? So Happy Birthday to you, and I hope all your wishes come true. Your 3 wishes remember? =)

Alright, hope you'll see this too =) Bye peeps !

P/s: Had wanted to put a picture here, but realise I couldn't get any. Lol. Doesn't matter, can either make a new or edit this post another day !

Labels: Another June Baby.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 6:00 PM

I can't say how much I love my current class now. Not that I don't love 1B18 anymore ! Hahahah, I love both classes ! And yesterday I had lots of fun. Seriously people, thanks for making my day. Felt rather sad after CCP paper, but nevermind about it. I shall blog more about yesterday's celebration after I've received photos from either one of the 3 owners who brought their cameras yesterday, so meanwhile I don't think I'll update on anything yet.

Except that I've changed the links column. It looks more organized now, I mean categorized. Hope everyone will continue to read my blog =) Okay ! Back to grab some more sleep. Super tirreeeedddd ! See ya peeps !

Labels: Love 2M04 and 1B18.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 5:00 PM

This picture's a little old and unglam, but.....

Don't think you'll see this. Anyways happy birthday Alvin Yam ! Hahahah, I can't stay up to wish you at 12am, so this is a post made before 12, but will be published when the clock ticks 12 ! Got a paper to catch tomorrow ! Yam, may all your wishes come true. Will make it up to you next week ! Leave a tag if you do see it ! Bye then !

Wish me luck for tomorrow's paper !

Labels: Happy Birthday Fish.

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 12:00 AM

Tomorrow's the last day ! Last paper ! Huat ah ! Lai lah people, jiayousssss for last paper ! Come on CCP I'm gonna own you ! Hahahah. Awww man, can't wait for tomorrow to come. Evonne/Sherlin/Peiling's birthday celebration ! Want to smash some cake into her face ! Hahahahah.

Damn actually mid-semester TEST week doesn't seem to be one for me. Everyday I use com, hardly study at all (which was why I'll flung my CB Consumer Behaviour paper), with many others the same as me, doing last minute studying. Quite regretted my actions, but I'm borned a procrastinator people, that's a fact !

Predictions:
MBS-may be able to do well.
MR-may be able to do well.
CB-may FAIL
FAOM-Might do quite well.
CCP-For me to know tomorrow~~~

Well, time to go dotaaaa, no I meant study ! See you peeps ! The next time I post will be on Sat ! Bye !

Mund
saw a rainbow @ 5:34 PM